January 17th, 2006

Current Music: The Wingless - One girl in all the world. Time: 02:19 am Current Mood: blank

You scored as Hughes. You are Lt. Col. Maes Hughes. You love your family and love to talk about them...a lot (to everyone's annoyance). You have a sharp eye and are quick on your toes and those you underestimate you pay for it when you walk circles around them and take them out. </td> Hughes 90% Trisha 80% Hawkeye 70% Ed 45% Mustang 45% Al 40% Scar 25% Winry 10% What Fullmetal Alchemist character are you? created with QuizFarm.com Hughes is better than alllll oofff yooouuu.

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January 11th, 2006

Current Music: Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody. Subject: Update Update Time: 04:18 pm Current Mood: morose

'Kay, so, mr. Neurologist doesn't suck and actually knows what the hell he is doing, having previously gotten a catscan they believe there may be a leision on my brain (right front hemisphere.) they arn't sure if that is ideded what it is, they believe it could be that, swelling or at worst a tumour, the neurologist said it is possible it is just a reflection off the bone but he wants me to have an MRI and EEG to be sure so they're getting that scheduled at the cheapest place they can and I see him again in two weeks... For now they have me on colodopin... or summin which throws my balance and hand eye co-ordinaion off as well as makes me sleep ALL FREAKKIN DAY, which I dislike, and do not want to take for the rest of my damned life. Fun. Oh... And my phoneline has been cut again so my appearance online will be few and far between.

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December 20th, 2005

Current Music: Computer fan Subject: Effing Nerts Time: 01:00 am Current Mood: Make it stop

I fell off the face of the internet for a while as a few of you may have noticed, (many who know me would find this quite odd since i'm usually such an inter-web-aholic) the reason being I have felt bad, unbelievably bad, some of you know I have this 'thing' that happens to me ona yearly basis where I feel like death is dry humping me but that's not the problem, the problem is i'm having siezures, lots of them, almost non-stop. I was SUPPOSED to see a nuerologist TODAY but he decided "HEY! let us be an ass monkey and reschedule to the 5th!~ Yeeeeeeeeeeeeey!" and then flaming confetti flew out of his ass, but I digress, I want to know what the hell is wrong with me RIGHT NOW! not on the 5th, not 5 years after the 5th, NOOOOW. Have I ever told you what a headache sounds like? It sounds like an earsplitting SKREECHING noise and is not fun, especially when coupled with the pain itself that is focused primarily in the right hemisphere of my brain a bit above and to the left of my ear but not quiet at the temple. Why, today at work (3PM to 9:30 PM) I could barely control my hands and dropped many a things and broke much but dammit if I didn't last the entire day, in your face Mr.Robinson! I fell once or twice too because my legs just stopped functioning completely for a few seconds, it was a very harsh day, luckily I maintained while on the lot and didn't get splattered all over the handicapped space by grandma SUV with her pimped out rims, hydraulcis and neon underlighting. That is all.

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December 8th, 2005

Current Music: Jim Croce - Operator Subject: Damn you american medical system! Time: 09:10 pm Current Mood: Hate doctors and their monopol

Heres the skinny folks, it wasn't anxiety attacks I was having (LIEING BASTARDS!) it's a condition called Cyaclonic Jerks/Seizures (Or summin.) which basically means every now and then (particualrly in the mornings.) i'll be having horrible painful spaz fits where I can't keep myself from shaking and jerking uncontrollably and it can last anywhere from a few minuts to many an hour. What's more my bill for getting blood drawn ($539) has now grown into a happy little nest egg ($939) and will get even worse once I see that rich bastard of a nuerologist to see if thats EXACTLY what it is, not having health insurance RULES FWT!

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December 1st, 2005

Current Music: The Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the devil Subject: grrf Time: 02:55 pm Current Mood: blah

So yeeeaaahh I had an anxiety attack yesterday at work, that was all sortsa fun, specially since that dumbass who THINKS shes a manager (PAM) came in and yelled at me cuz I was sitting in the break room having an episode, it wasn't until one of the managers (Devin) came in and told her to beat it and had me go home that she shut the hell up, it's hard to chew someone out when you're hyperventilating you see. Of course I did not realize I was having an attack until the doctor told me that is what it was, he SAYS I apparently had t for no reason since I wasn't strng out or stressed at the time but I dunno. So I went home and slept till 8PM... (it was 12AM by the time I got home) And now what? I dunno, i'm bored and strung out, isn't that lovely?

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